note to self and to you
this is such a fast paced life. many are blinded by the path, the vision and the light.. but i’m still caught hunting. i just realized many things. a lot of it were all because of you. i realized that there are just gays and guys who’ll make promises, some who’ll bring the best and the worst in you all at the same time without you knowing it. i just realized that...
sa lng ng request q:pwde bang when i said “stop” or “no”hanggang dun na lng un? tired of explaining myself, my side, my wantsand how i feel… i knew from the start it wouldntmatter to you. alam q nman na mhhrapan lng din aq in the long run.tama na pls.
god never mistakes,that’s why i believe. -glee
i regret it all. for not having to express how i feeland how much i adore u. i regret it all. for trying to cross my bounds knowing that youalready have yours fenced and guarded. but there’s one thing i may and wouldn’t regret. that is being with you and making everydayas unique and as happiest as i can be when were together. salamat.
alam mo un saying na: love when you’re ready not when you’re lonely. umiikot na kc un sa utak q. feeling q kc im just pulling some attention from someone na d nman dpat and unconsciously, d q lang alam, mlungkot lng pla aq. the past weeks kc super frustrated aq, galit, naiinis, bad trip because of jealousy. auq na me kausap xa na iba, khit kabiruan, khit minsan gf na nia kausap nia...